Thursday, January 2, 2014

Leftover




i came home
worn
tired
sleepy
expecting 
peace and quiet
maybe some leftover
from the christmas dinner 
i missed for work

i opened the door
and there she was
standing
before me
a mistletoe hanging above us
the last thing i see
she swooped me down for a kiss

she lead me to the table
a mug of eggnog, warm to touch
my favorite christmas cake, sliced
her signature slightly-burnt turkey, carved
that heavenly mashed potato, scooped
all ready for me

"this is the leftover?"
she shook her head
as she smiled 
looking
 the hallway
i turned
to see my angels walking
towards me
fresh-eyed, smiling
as they gave me a hug
each

"we just decided to 
have 
a late dinner, instead"
she said
as the four of us sit down
around the table
ready to savour
the food
and
the magical moment 
of Christmas 

Free Verse

"Tough Life"

all i ever wanted is a life so smooth,
i just have to glide over it.

but i remember well 
last night,
i was completely helpless
my love for you was just pouring out
in the form of tears
flowing non-stop

it's stupid
and i'm embarrassed
but i've got no one to tell
about my self-realization
except the blue bed
which i lied against
communicating with
with soft, restrained
sobs
and the colorless tears

it's stupid that
reading a comic
remind me of you, me
and our times together
about
how you take care of me all this while
without me ever doing anything 
to please you back
how you're patient enough
to handle my childish tantrums
my humiliating behavior
and my shallow thinking

Metaphor

"Life"

Life is a photo album.

Only beloved people are meant to fill the most part of it.



"Happiness"

Happiness is a banana.

You have to peel the bitter skin to get to the sweetness inside.



"Melancholy"

Melancholy is a refrigerator.

It’s cold inside.



"Hate"

Hate is a café.

Sometimes there’s just too many people in it.



"Love"

Love is a radio.

It is bound to break.


"Mustard"

Marriage is mustard.

Enticing color, bitter taste.



"Sanity"

Sanity is a sidewalk.

At times you lose balance and fall off.



"Lust"

Lust is butane.

It burns your body and soul.

Diamante


"Cosmetics"

cosmetics

cheap, luxurious

correcting, enhancing, improving

they love being beautiful

conceal, brush, blush

perfect, lovely

fake


"Night Circus"

Night Circus

Marcus & Celia

Born to be against each other

It’s an inevitable game

So the other world

they turn to

Fantasy


"Night"

night

quiet, mysterious

thinking, wishing, dreaming

time to rediscover myself

wishing, longing, hoping

far, unthinkable

darkness



"Detachment"

detachment

the sense of not being able

to connect with others

far apart, close by

everything is

trifle

Cinquain

"Llama"

Llama

Graceful long neck

Quietly wandering

Under the clear blue sky, green meadow

Alone



"Music"

Music

Unspoken things

A string of melody

Able to sadden or lift up

Souls

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Haiku



"Dancing Pen"

This pen is dancing

Twirling on the white surface

Creating a haiku


"Predator"

Far above the ground

He stood, watching quietly

Waiting for a prey


"Clouds"

Massive army of

Soft, thick, swirling entity

Of wind’s beck and call


"Courage"

He sets off alone

Against the wind he goes on

Courage yet to torn


"Little Green"

Amongst the darkness

A new life sprouts on, bright green

The strong will to live


"Windy Day"

Wind blowing softly

Green leaves happily dancing

Nature’s symphony

"Lonely"

So alone he stood there

Surrounded by sea of greens

A rock stands alone


"Fishes"

Blue ripples surface

Away they slip, quietly

Trouts of dark grey hues


"Voice of Power"

He called, voice so hoarse

A warning for all others

Sign of his power


"Rain is Coming"

Its blue hue darken

The rumbling grew louder, signing

Teardrops of the sky

Acrostics

"L.O.V.E."

Losing
.
Oneself,
.
Verifying
.
Emotion
.


"B.A.T.H.R.O.O.M."

Blue, white
.
And wet
.
Tiles
.
Here,
.
Randy place!
.
One sings
.
One cleans
.
Meantime, naked!
.


"W.E.D.D.I.N.G."

Women‘s
.
Excruciating
.
Dilemma
.
Doubting
.
If
.
Nobody’s
.
Going
.

When I See


"Rambutan"

When I think of rambutans 

I can see the hairy spheres.

I can smell the aroma of village orchard

I can feel the hardness of the outer skin

I can taste the small bundle of joy inside the bitter case


"Dragon Fruit"

When I think of dragon fruit

I can see the weirdly engineered petal-lish skin 

I can smell the stench of the latex

I can feel the crunch of the seedy flesh 

I can taste the sweet-and-sour palate it offered


"Mango"

When I think of mango

I can see the ripe ones, bright yellow with orangy tones

I can smell the sweet, sweet mangoey smell

I can feel the juice sticking to my fingers

I can taste the sweetness only mangoes can give

Young & Old



"Curses & Kisses"

I am old enough to curse

I am young enough to curse a lot


"Smoking Age"

I am old enough to smoke, but

I am young enough to live longer


"The 80's"

I am old enough to listen to 80’s music and be neutral about it.

I am young enough to listen to 80’s music and be a hipster about it.

Hello Goodbye



"Love Effect"

Hello my lover

Goodbye my friend


"Booze Effect"

Hello booze

Goodbye logics


"Dope Effect"

Hello marijuana

Goodbye Mariana


"Morning Effect"

Hello morning

Goodbye sleeping

I Wish



"Nothing"

I wish I was nothing

I wish I had not been born

I wish I could cease to exist.

Cease to hope, cease to despair.



"A Ghost" 

I wish I was a ghost with nothing to do.

I wish I had nothing to do and wander aimlessly.

I wish I could wander aimlessly with no worries.

With no worries I want to live.



"Un-Reality"

I wish I was Nobita.

I wish I had Doraemon.

I wish I could solve everything.

Alas, fiction cures no reality.


Blue Sky



they said to look up 
to the blue spread of the sky
to see the beauty of life

but our hearts is just
too full of thorns and dusts
that the pain makes our eyes 
blurry
unable
to discover anything good
out of living

but we're still breathing
still flowing with 
the stiff music of life

though we can't fly
we'd rather strut
than die

Forbidden Garden



don't you know it's killing me
every time you stared
and there’s no words out of your lips

don't you know i'm going crazy
every time i sit in class
and see your back staring at me

I hope you know
i'm mourning
every second
i'm breathing

coz we're stuck
in a forbidden garden
that's just

too sweet to escape

Prison-ED




Success is a prison.

You’re stranded in great expectations.

Loneliness Kills



Loneliness is a rifle.

Sometimes it kills.

Money, Honey



money

happy, cheery

earning, spending, regretting

shops, sprees, lies, deceits

saving, starving, craving

penniless, desperate

nothing

Freedom is A Myth





Freedom

Invisible, Nonexistant

Slipping, Wilting, Disappearing

Society always ready to mould everyone

Myth

A Glass of Water, Please






Water 

Is all I need 

In this world full of shit 

All I want is a glass full of 

Purity

Summmer




Summer

Warmth of the sun

Sands stuck between my toes

Collides with the cold of the sea

Heaven

Sunny Day




The warmth of sunshine

Kissed the leaves, made them alive

The essence of life

Rainy Day



Raindrops on the lake

Makes a lovely melody

The sound of nature

R.E.A.D.




Relocating
.
Emotions
.
Around
.
Definition

.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.



Forever
.
Reminiscing 
.
Iridescent
.
Experiences,
.
Nothing
.
Deemed
.
Superficial

Durian




When I think of durian 

I can see the spiky-haired green monster 

I can smell the strong, delicious smell aroma, some desperately despise 

I can feel the softness of the yellow flesh 

I can taste the slightly tangy sweetness, incomparable 

to others